The sun grazed across the surface of the horizon at 6:15 A.M,
as I walked into the high school. I saw
this view each day of the summer from
my seventh grade year on. I forced myself into the dimly lit gymnasium for
weight lifting and conditioning, not knowing what the next hour and a half
would hold.
Not only was I waking up in the wee hours of the morning to
drench myself in sweat, but I was doing so with varsity wrestlers, track &
field athletes, football players, hockey players and other male athletes.
Amidst the intimidation, I always seemed to find myself working out
side-by-side with the only other girl at that morning session, who also happened to be my best friend, Rachael. Rachael
and I gave each other the motivation to keep going. We knew we were working out
with the best, so we pushed each other that much harder to perform at their
level.
I vividly remember one morning in the summer after 9th
grade. This day, Rachael was gone. I was left… alone. Fortunately, I had a
kind, compassionate and obligated brother going into his senior year that was
lucky enough to receive the task of lifting with me. Nathan and I had gone
through most of the day’s workout, but we each had one set left on the bench
press. I reluctantly got under the bar and started my reps- down…up…down…up…down…
“Nathan, help. I can’t.”
His response?
“If you have the energy to talk, you have the energy to
finish.”
What? How could he know how I felt in that moment? I was
completely exhausted and he comes back with that?
But before I knew it, I had fully extended my arms, finishing
that last repetition. Success.
He was right.
I was ready to give up, but Nathan? He knew I had it in me.
I thought I couldn’t do anymore, but Nathan? He knew I
could.
How often in our lives do we give up because we think we “can’t
do it”? We say we have given it everything we have, but how do we truly know
how much “everything” is?
It is so easy to make up excuses. “I’m too busy.” “I am not
good enough.” “I just can’t.” But just imagine everything we could accomplish
if we pushed just a little bit more. What if we spent 5 more minutes on that
math problem, went out of our way to talk to the new kid in school or tried out
for the volleyball team we weren’t sure we could make?
Try this with me: hold your hand up and form a fist. Squeeze
it as hard as you can.
Keep holding that and now squeeze your first harder.
One more time, even harder.
Each time you thought you were squeezing your fist as hard
as you could, but you were able to squeeze it just a little bit more.
This is so true in our lives. There is always a little bit
more in us to give. Just as my brother made me
realize I was able to push
harder and finish that full set on the bench press, so too can you…
Do one more rep.
Stationed by the ear of corn,
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